i love my friends

So we had a show tonight. in downtown tacoma. at this friggin cool antique place that was like.... 2 or 3 stories, but the second and thirs story were underground. And we performed right after this other group and it was awesome. Justin's "bob" character was great. And we had a dinosaur jambouree.

So then after the show I was hugging everyone and it was like... well okay we have to get a picture of all nine of us, love you all, see you soon. Katie reminded us before the show that It was my last show for a semester................. while....... holy crap. NO. No we have the herald when I come back, knock on wood. Last show with katie and Val and Justin if there is no show when I come back.... that makes me sad..... I don't like it.

ANYWAY good show, and then we drove back to P-land, during which paul and dylan had a 'whos on first'-like moment when referring to pinball wizard and "who" it was by, fun stuff. Got back to campus, gave dylan a hug, then paul and I were going to go smoke hookah. I had told him we needed to hang out soon, so this was the hanging out. He had to call his dad, so I just waited in the car. we had to go get shisha (no idea how you spell it) and then go back to his house. So we went to Oscars, I think, and when we got there we saw Jacob. Jacob asked "what are you guys doing." we told him we were getting shisha so we could smoke on the roof. Jacob was like "All of you?". Paul was like.... well just us, kyle wouldn't (or something like that). So then we get the stuff, and are driving back to the orchard. I texted all the crows that I love them a lot, because I do, and they all texted me back at the same time. So we pull up and I saw Kirsten's car there, and another white car, that paul said was heathers. none of the lights were on, and all I thought was, "Hm, that's wierd, I wonder where kirsten is. I guess they all went to bed. It's only nine thirty. Hm, oh well." We get to the door, and Paul turns around and says "Hold this. And this." hands me somethings, goes to put the key in the lock, its already open, he says "well now I feel like an idiot." Opens the door, I see the steven like poster with someone behind it. I had thought I'd seen jacob's car out front and was like... ha jacobs Hiding.... but then the lights come on and 30 people jump out of nowhere screaming "Surprise!"..... and...... yeah.

It was for me and steven. paul "calling his dad" was him calling someone at the house. all the crows were hugging me knowing full well that they would see me in 20 mintues. jacob almost blew it with the "ALL of you?" on the roof, It was eddie's car, not heathers, and obviously, all the lights were on so that we could have a party.....Man, nothing makes you feel more loved then leaving the people you love. its all hugs and happy stuff. And they gave us cards, and I read some of it, started tearing up, and cried when I got back to my room, which was about 30 minutes ago. I love my friends. a lot. we still smoked hookah on the roof. And tomorrow I'm going to see defiance with people. It doesn't seem like there's enough time for me to do sufficient hanging out with everyone before I leave. I dont like it. BUt...... thus is life.

hung out with mana last night... 2 hours of high school musical sing it.... we're cool people.

it's going to be so wierd. I check out next thursday.... I hate it... not the going to london part, just the leaving everyone part. so wednesday is my last hang out ish..... i'm going to cry. And it will be wierd if i dont, but I got some if it out tonight, so we'll see what happens next wednesday. i just hope they all know how much i love them. so lately ive been over-texting people and wanting to hang out every free second to try to compensate for spring.... Anyway... I have to leave in 2 and a half hours, so I should at least try and nap.....