Saturday, January 31, 2009

well. the plane i was taking over is still in london. going through an inspection. it got struck by lightning.

this complicates things.

HOLY CRAP holy crap holy crap OMG.... 20 HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I should be in bed. I'm too anxious. that and i'm packing..... yep.

I didn't totally leave it until the last minute. I went shopping today. Currently, all of my "yes" clothes are layed out on my bed. I got a wallet and some other clothes and some shoes. and yes. Um...... so much to do!!!

stupid fafsa and taxes and bannerweb.

so i feel like I need to pack my bag, go to bed, get up and re-evaluate. and then I can decide which of the most heavy items to wear so that I don't have to pack them. I'll look wierd, whatever. I'm trying to pack my extra duffle bag that way if I need another bag when I come back, I have one.

HOLY CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!

and then it's really sad. after six tomorrow, no texting. I guess that's not really sad but.... whatever.

Webcams are funny.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

out.

dang it. I had this all typed up. and then went somewhere else. stupid computer.

I got my webcam. yay.

i'm all moved out. Bye Bye PLU.

The crows did wear their shirts. That was probably the most emotional thing about today.

It's still very surreal.

My phone is breaking. Literally. a chunk of it chipped off today.

I've been texting people to compensate for leaving. One acts should be over about now. Meh.

I'm going last minute shopping tomorrow. And I have to Re-pack. Le SUCK!

Are they all wearing their shirts?




"I'm wearing my shirt today! :)"














"Penna hoc. Fly well, friend."

ew my room is a mess and I leave in three hours

typical.

moved my couch into Mana's room, that was fun. Now I have to go to the script Library and To Walgreens then the Wang Center in the Next hour. I'm just going to type up my responses to the Ireland Questions and mail them in Tomorrow. I don't have time today.

I was just thinking about how incredibly different I am this year. Well. Not just me, i guess, but things. This time last year, everything was different. The Clay Crows were not in existence, I wasn't even thinking about going to London. Half of the people I'm closest to now weren't really a big part of my life. I guess the same thing goes of Last year and the year before. Because then I didn't know ANYONE in the theatre department. I hadn't even met Val. geez.

I suspect waterworks tonight.

ummmm Just to get these out there.

NOH! SHITE!
watermelon!
be the seagull
menage a deux
convictland
build me stuff!
stabby's-house-of-cut-your-limbs-off
Travis, don't drink milkshakes if steven is not around.
VOODOODONUT
atonement!
The fun lock is broken and the threads are running!
bread thread

i hate goodbyes

i know they're just for now, but still.

After the show, we went out to farellis. OH before the show, they realized the whistles were missing. So I drove to the store and bought three more in under a half hour. go me.
anyway, farellis. Hung out.

Andrea left first, I only got a bit teary with her. then svea left, I think. When Katie went to leave I started shaking. I couldn't even say anything because if i tried i would have cried. ha. a rhyme. and then it was like.... everyone left at once. bye bye kate and julia. then... dylan and jackie and kirsten and paul and steven and eddie and kristina and travis and justin and kyle jordan. I'm sorry if i missed your name. there were a lot of people there is all. But i'm going to miss..... everyone. I hate saying goodbye. I can never say what I acutally want to say to the people i care the most about, because I start crying. ugh. But hugs are good. I love hugs. and I love good hugs, which is what you get when you leave.

Then I got back to my room and cried for a bit. I have to wake up early to pack more. Man, it hasn't even been a year since I left this room the first time. I know it's going to go by fast. I'm nt sure if i want it to. I really hope that I can live for london while I'm in London. Leave PLU problems at home. At PLU actually. it's just, I know how much everything can change in a semester, and I hope I don't miss too much. I'm going to miss everyone. You know who you are. I love you. watch my video if you miss me. I've got skype.

I havent even left the country yet, not for 2 days. just slightly over 48 hours. ugh. sleeo now.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

3 days

AHHHHHHHHHHH.

I know ive been saying that a lot. but it's really how I feel.

Went out to NPCC with Val and Katie. Val said "chemists" was a good place to get supplies.

Ew. I need to pack. I move out tomorrow. I wish I wasn't such a procrastinator.

In other news, One Acts open tonight. I want to do farelli's afterwards. and some improv. And I hope I get a chance to say goodbye to everyone. crap. i have to say goodbye to people tonight. I hate goodbyes.

but it's london!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, January 26, 2009

next sunday

i will be in london. and on a plane.. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Saturday, January 24, 2009

I HATE MONEY

I love having money, but I hate financial aid and not having money and being stressed about where to get money and not having people tell me where to get money or what I owe and how to get it and then having my dad be mad at me because I dont know where to go or how to get it. hate it.

i love my friends

So we had a show tonight. in downtown tacoma. at this friggin cool antique place that was like.... 2 or 3 stories, but the second and thirs story were underground. And we performed right after this other group and it was awesome. Justin's "bob" character was great. And we had a dinosaur jambouree.

So then after the show I was hugging everyone and it was like... well okay we have to get a picture of all nine of us, love you all, see you soon. Katie reminded us before the show that It was my last show for a semester................. while....... holy crap. NO. No we have the herald when I come back, knock on wood. Last show with katie and Val and Justin if there is no show when I come back.... that makes me sad..... I don't like it.

ANYWAY good show, and then we drove back to P-land, during which paul and dylan had a 'whos on first'-like moment when referring to pinball wizard and "who" it was by, fun stuff. Got back to campus, gave dylan a hug, then paul and I were going to go smoke hookah. I had told him we needed to hang out soon, so this was the hanging out. He had to call his dad, so I just waited in the car. we had to go get shisha (no idea how you spell it) and then go back to his house. So we went to Oscars, I think, and when we got there we saw Jacob. Jacob asked "what are you guys doing." we told him we were getting shisha so we could smoke on the roof. Jacob was like "All of you?". Paul was like.... well just us, kyle wouldn't (or something like that). So then we get the stuff, and are driving back to the orchard. I texted all the crows that I love them a lot, because I do, and they all texted me back at the same time. So we pull up and I saw Kirsten's car there, and another white car, that paul said was heathers. none of the lights were on, and all I thought was, "Hm, that's wierd, I wonder where kirsten is. I guess they all went to bed. It's only nine thirty. Hm, oh well." We get to the door, and Paul turns around and says "Hold this. And this." hands me somethings, goes to put the key in the lock, its already open, he says "well now I feel like an idiot." Opens the door, I see the steven like poster with someone behind it. I had thought I'd seen jacob's car out front and was like... ha jacobs Hiding.... but then the lights come on and 30 people jump out of nowhere screaming "Surprise!"..... and...... yeah.

It was for me and steven. paul "calling his dad" was him calling someone at the house. all the crows were hugging me knowing full well that they would see me in 20 mintues. jacob almost blew it with the "ALL of you?" on the roof, It was eddie's car, not heathers, and obviously, all the lights were on so that we could have a party.....Man, nothing makes you feel more loved then leaving the people you love. its all hugs and happy stuff. And they gave us cards, and I read some of it, started tearing up, and cried when I got back to my room, which was about 30 minutes ago. I love my friends. a lot. we still smoked hookah on the roof. And tomorrow I'm going to see defiance with people. It doesn't seem like there's enough time for me to do sufficient hanging out with everyone before I leave. I dont like it. BUt...... thus is life.

hung out with mana last night... 2 hours of high school musical sing it.... we're cool people.

it's going to be so wierd. I check out next thursday.... I hate it... not the going to london part, just the leaving everyone part. so wednesday is my last hang out ish..... i'm going to cry. And it will be wierd if i dont, but I got some if it out tonight, so we'll see what happens next wednesday. i just hope they all know how much i love them. so lately ive been over-texting people and wanting to hang out every free second to try to compensate for spring.... Anyway... I have to leave in 2 and a half hours, so I should at least try and nap.....

Thursday, January 22, 2009

ONE WEEK (ish)

okay, so one week and two days. Holy crap. I have to pack. Seriously. And pack up my room.

Hung out with jackie tonight, mmmm coastal cheddar cheese is the best.

One week until the one acts. Eek! so we've got to get the programs and everything printed.

Choir Kids left today. So I said good-bye to Noam and Kings. It was weird. Because I won't be seeing either of them until MAY. If I think about it too much I'll cry. I'm really excited to go, but it's so surreal to think about actually being at the airport and getting on that plane...... and at the same time i can't wait. It's just going to be wierd missing spring semester, especially knowing how I got so close with everyone this time last year.

But, it's looking like the family will be coming over spring break, so that will be an adventure. We'll probably go to paris. I feel like such a brat when I say that so casually. Oh, dad called me today to talk more about finances, I hate it. Because I have no idea what the heck I'm doing. Hopefully that will all get figured out this weekend.

Oh, last night, instead of writing my speech, I went down to kingsley's room and we made a cake. Funfetti. Yay. I ate 3 or 4 pieces. It was really good. But then i felt like a pig. Mana and I did "sing it!" to hgh school musical and learned some of the dances this weekend. And we made cookies, so all in all, it was a good weekend. I think it was sunday night.

oh well. It's 2:40. I really should try and get on a normal schedule ish before I leave. so I think I'm going to go to bed now.

Friday, January 16, 2009

two weeks and one day.

So, so far I've read:

A Dream Play
The Nerd
You Can't Take It With You
The Laramie Project
Children Of a Lesser God
The Shadow Box
Spring Awakening
Agnes of God
and
Dark of the Moon


I think "The Nerd", "The Laramie Project", and "Children of a Lesser God" have been my favorite so far.

I found out from Val that we don't have to buy textbooks, they just give the books to us when we get there. Also. We're going on a three day trip to scotland. And also seeing Hamlet with Patrick Stewart and David Tennant. needless to say, I'm excited.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

question

why "butterfly"?

it's not like they are flies made out of butter. Not even remotely. Butter rhymes with flutter, which is what thier wings do. But really? Butterfly???

I got a package from clare. that was exciting.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

20 days. three weeks.

Omg. I'm going to london.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

already bored

So I wish I was taking a harder class. Or something. Everyone else has the plays and classwork to do. Me. I have keystone. So I have to write up stuff. Whatever. I'll do that tomorrow. Wow. I sound complainy. Maybe that's just because Last J term was so good, and I want this J term to be just as good. It's probably my last J term on Campus. It can't suck. I refuse.

I read the laramie project today. It made me cry.

I've decided to also memorize monologues during J term. So we'll see if that happens.

The 24 hour one act thingy is also happening this weekend. so that should be fun.

I hate being bored. I don't even have a TV. Ohhh... i could catch up on greys anatomy. Great. Has it already come to wasting my time on sucky tv shows??? apparently.

Oh, snohomish is starting to flood. so that's bad.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

For J term

So. I'm producing the one acts. yay. I figured it's a good way to be involved since I can't actually be in them. I have also made it a goal to read at least one play a day while I'm on Campus. Yesterday I finished "A DREAM PLAY" and today I read "THE NERD". I really liked "THE NERD". It's not deep and there's really no artistic merit, but It made me laugh a lot. And I feel like I'm sort of betraying the art form when I say this, but sometimes "uuber deep" stuff annoys the crap out of me. I like stuff that makes me laugh. I hung out with Jackie for a bit at the orchard last night. We watched music videos. and made fun of them. Good times. but then the boys came back and It was scrubs night. which is a big deal. woo for scrubs. but even more woooo for hanging out.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Pre-London

So. This is my london Blog. Yay. I have a different one, but I feel like it'd be good to have a nice fresh blog for my trip. and It really s a trip. Like, I'll be taking classes and stuff, but, it's friggin London.

Beginning of J term. Now that I'm back, I'm already thinking about what to pack, and how to pack it. How much to bring back home, what to store at school. I don't really want to think about it, but, I feel like that's going to be at the back of my mind this entire month. And now that I leave in--eek--27 days. I can't even fathom it. It's more and more real with the new information I get and thinking of packing. Oh well. So. yeah. London. Crazy.